Darkness Into Light T. L. Odell Part 6/6 See Part 0 for Disclaimers Richie leaned over and kissed her on the cheek. "Sleep well, Tess." Duncan didn't say anything when Richie came back to the shop; he had the spare set of car keys in his hand, and he was out the door immediately. Richie stared after Duncan. He wished Tessa had taken the bet. He liked double chocolate fudge as much as she did. After talking with Tessa, he could accept Duncan's avoiding him. He just wished it would end soon. Nothing Tessa could say would alleviate the fear he felt any time he was alone. Three weeks later, the doctors proclaimed Tessa well enough to go home. Richie hired a professional service to clean the apartment. Duncan filled the apartment with flowers; Richie was afraid Tessa would think it was a funeral parlor. Richie also put half a gallon of double chocolate fudge ice cream in the freezer. He didn't know if Tessa was on a restricted diet. If she was, well, then he'd eat it and get her another one when she was allowed it. He felt Duncan's approach almost before he heard the T-bird drive up. He had learned to relax into the strange sensation so it wasn't as debilitating as it had been at first. The door opened. Duncan entered, carrying Tessa in his arms like a new bride across the threshold. "I can walk, Mac. You know that the doctors insist on it." She looked around the apartment. "The place looks wonderful. But so many flowers. What did you do, buy out an entire florist?" "Two," mumbled Richie under his breath. He grinned at Tessa. "Welcome home, Tess. It's great to have you back." "Mac, put me down," she insisted. "I want to give Richie a proper hello. You can put my bag in the bedroom." Richie watched her walk gingerly toward him. He started toward her, but she motioned him to stay where he was. "I need to move around," she said. "I get stiff if I stay still too long." She gave him a gentle hug; he kissed her on both cheeks. "I'm glad to be home. It's been a long time." Duncan came out of the bedroom. "Okay, Tessa. Let's get you to bed. You've had enough for a while. I'm sure the drive from the hospital tired you out." He reached for her. "All right. I'll get into bed, but only if you let me walk there under my own power." She rolled her eyes at Richie behind Duncan's back. They soon settled into a comfortable routine. Duncan and Richie shared caring for the shop and Tessa, although the division of labor was far from equal. Duncan did take over the cooking duties, to the relief of all three of them. Four days later, Richie started rearranging a display case to make room for a shipment of porcelain. Tessa had settled down for her afternoon nap; Duncan was undoubtedly with her. Richie suddenly became aware that the background hum in his head had been overshadowed by another stronger one. His mouth dried; his palms sweated; his heart throbbed so loudly he could barely hear the stranger bellow, "Duncan MacLeod, I presume." He tried to say, "No," but he couldn't get the word out. He shook his head and sidled toward the drawer with the gun. Before he got there, an icy-cold steel blade pressed against his neck. With the adrenaline intensifying his senses, Richie took in his attacker. He was only slightly taller than Richie, but built like a refrigerator. His eyes were pale blue. Richie could almost count the gray hairs standing up amongst the dark brown of the rest of his crew cut. The cloying scent of his cologne imprinted itself on Richie's memory. So this is how it's going to end. "I believe you're looking for me," came the familiar baritone from behind him. "I'm Duncan MacLeod of the clan MacLeod. Leave the boy alone." The other Immortal lowered his sword and scowled at the Scot. "Go," Duncan said to Richie, nodding toward the apartment. Richie turned and took some reassurance from the cold look of determination in Duncan's eyes. He backed out of the shop and into Tessa's workshop. He leaned against the large sculpture Tessa had been working on before the accident and waited for the drumming in his chest to quiet. He looked frantically around for something to use as a weapon. He picked up one of her large hammers from the workbench. He had to protect Tessa if Duncan didn't survive the challenge. "Don't be stupid," he muttered. "How's a hammer going to protect you from a sword?" He no longer felt the presence of an Immortal. Straining with his senses, he crept closer to the shop door. Had they left? He felt and heard nothing. With shaking knees, he made his way to into the shop and traded the hammer for the gun. He moved as quickly as he could back to the apartment, double-checked the locks on the doors, and sat crouched in the hallway leading to Duncan and Tessa's bedroom, the gun in his lap. He waited in the semi- darkness, certain his raspy breathing would wake Tessa. He didn't know how long he had been sitting before he felt the resonance. He held the gun out in front of him, using his knees as a tripod to keep it from shaking. "Please, please, be Mac." He saw the unmistakable shadow coming down the hallway, heard his name spoken softly. He started to rise. His knees buckled and the room grew strangely dark and bright at the same time. He felt himself supported by a pair of strong arms, heard his name over and over. "Richie ... Richie ... It's all right. It's over. I'm sorry. I am so sorry." A damp cloth pressed against the back of his neck. The room came back into focus. He found himself sitting on the couch next to Duncan, supported by one of the Scot's strong arms. "It wasn't supposed to be this way. I am so sorry." Richie pulled away and looked into the Scot's eyes. They glistened with tears. Richie tried to suppress his own, but the overwhelming relief at being safe released them. Duncan gathered him into his arms and let him cry, running his fingers through Richie's hair. "Let go. You've been through enough." His tears spent, Richie pulled back. "I wouldn't have let him get Tessa, Mac. I promise." "I know you wouldn't. Let's talk about you. Richie, I don't know if you can forgive me for the way I've behaved. If it hadn't been Tessa, I would never have left you." "I know, Mac. I understand, really. You knew I'd be okay. It's just that I'm ..." "Scared?" Richie nodded, not meeting Duncan's eyes. Duncan lifted Richie's chin. "Look at me. You're going to be scared again. Many times. Fear is nothing to be ashamed of. But we're going to work to give you some ways to control your fear, to make it work for you instead of against you." "Were you scared when you first became Immortal?" The Scot didn't answer for a moment. "It wasn't quite the same, Richie. Nobody in the clan could have imagined an Immortal. To them, I was a demon. But, yes, I was scared. Terrified. I believed in demons, too. But I didn't see how I could possible be a demon. I felt the same as I always had. I was banished; I was alone. But I didn't know enough to fear for my head." Richie let out a long, shaky breath. Duncan clapped Richie on the shoulder. "How about a drink? I think we both could use one." The next morning, Duncan came into the shop, a chagrined expression on his face. "Tessa wants to see you." "Does she know about yesterday? Never mind. Of course she knows." Richie entered the bedroom. Tessa immediately reached her arms out to him. Richie saw her wince. "Don't mind me," she said. "I'm fine. Come here. Are you all right." "Just a bruised ego. Tessa, I could hardly move. I was so scared." "Of course you were. And that's part of what I need to talk to you about. Mac's finally admitted he's neglected you far too long. He said he started to make amends last night. Is that true?" "Yes, we're cool." "Cool," she repeated. "I guess that's good." "Now," Tessa went on. " Duncan's driving me nuts with all this attention. He's making up for lost time, I think, but I can't stand him hovering over me day and night. I'll also never get any stronger if he's waiting on me hand and foot. I'm supposed to be getting my strength back, but it's all I can do to keep him from carrying me to the bathroom." "What can I do?" "First, I am going to insist that you and Duncan start whatever it is Immortals do after they become Immortal. Next, I am going to call Cecile and she's going to come back here and help out. Duncan's still too emotionally entangled to handle my rehab properly. You and Duncan will mind the shop and play with your swords during the day while Cecile stays with me. You can take over for Cecile at night." "But will he listen to you?" "What do you think?" Richie knew that look, that tone that brooked no nonsense. The Scot was doomed. He grinned in agreement. "Now, please hand me the phone. I need to let Cecile know that she's going to insist on coming to help out." She winked at Richie. "Do you think you can sneak me some ice cream?" "Tessa, it's barely ten in the morning. Are you sure you're even allowed to eat ice cream?" "I've got pages of instructions and restrictions, but I read the list very carefully, and there's absolutely nothing on it that says anything at all about ice cream." "It's double chocolate fudge." "Your doing, I'll bet." "Yes," he confessed. "Go. I'm sick of oatmeal." Richie picked Cecile up at the airport two days later. After a brief stop at the hotel to check in and drop off her bags, she breezed into the apartment, shooing Duncan out of the bedroom. "You can have her at night. During the day, she's mine to care for. Go sell antiques or something." Richie stifled a laugh. Duncan glared at him and said, "Tomorrow you start working out. Early. I'll wake you." *** "Get up, Richie. Time to run." "Mmmph. What time is it?" "Time to start training. We have time for a good five miles before the shop opens. Cecile is already here. Come on. Five minutes." Richie groaned and rolled out of bed. He staggered into the bathroom and wondered why Immortal training had to start so early in the morning. Shut up, stupid. Three days ago you were a wreck because Duncan was ignoring you. You can't have it both ways. He splashed some cold water on his face and went out to meet Duncan. "Tomorrow you're getting some decent running shoes," Duncan said, looking at Richie's worn sneakers. "Those will have to do for today. Let's go." Richie climbed into the passenger seat of the T-bird and closed his eyes as they drove to the park. After some warm up stretches, Duncan led the way along the path. Richie was soon red-faced and panting trying to keep up. "How far have we gone?" he huffed. "About a mile. We can pick up the pace now that we're warmed up." "Mac, you're killing me!" "Not a chance. Conditioning is vital. Sometimes winning can come down to who has the most endurance, not necessarily who is best with a sword." Richie stopped talking and started concentrating on breathing. Duncan showed no mercy; they ran the full five miles and then walked one more to cool down. Duncan talked to him, started answering some of the questions that had been plaguing Richie. Duncan admitted taking him in because he was pre-Immortal. "If I'd been mortal, I'd probably be in jail by now. If not for robbing your shop, for something else." "That would have been up to you, Richie. I don't know if I'd have had you released if you'd been mortal, but the lifestyle choices have always been yours." "So, instead of being a petty thief, I've become a killer? Is that it?" "You're one of us now," Duncan said quietly. "Your life will change. You'll have time to do so much, to see and learn so much. The price you pay is the Game. There will be times when you won't be sure it's worth it. I can only try to give you the skills you'll need to survive as long as possible. But you shouldn't think of yourself as a killer. You'll kill if and when you have to." "I've been thinking about that a lot lately. I'm not sure I know how to deal with it." "I'll do my best to make sure you have plenty of time to figure it out." "Thanks, Mac." Duncan led Richie through some more stretches before they got in the car. "Just because you heal quickly doesn't mean you can ignore taking proper care of your body." "Go shower," Duncan said when they were back at the apartment. "I'm going to check on Tessa. Meet me in the office when you're cleaned up." Richie was physically exhausted, but he felt in control for the first time since the shooting. He let the hot water pour over him, soothing his aching muscles. His thoughts turned to his future. He might be stuck with this new life, but at least he'd be learning from one of the good guys. He vowed not to let Mac down. Duncan was sitting at his desk polishing a wooden case when Richie entered. He stood up and crossed to the front of the desk and extended the box to Richie. "I want you to have this," he said. Richie opened the case and saw the Spanish rapier gleaming inside. He smiled at his friend. "Thanks," he said, his voice cracking. He set the box down and grasped the hilt. The touch of cold steel sent an electric quiver through his body. A sinking feeling quickly replaced his initial elation, and he withdrew his hand. This is it. You're going to have to learn to kill people now. He wiped his hands on his jeans. He raised his head slowly, meeting Duncan's solemn stare. "Take it," said Duncan. "Make it a part of you. There are times when it might be your only friend. We'll start training with it tomorrow." Richie nodded. He ran his fingers over the hilt and slowly removed the weapon from its nest. It felt awkward in his hand. He watched the light dance and shimmer as he tentatively moved the blade through the air. So beautiful. Yet so deadly. This would be his partner in the Game, the key to his new life. With Duncan's teaching and Tessa's support, he just might get through this. For a while, anyway. He returned the sword to its resting place and looked soberly at Duncan. "Why not today?" The End. Feedback, please, to tlco777@juno.com