Author: Kaci Vows of Silence 5/5 Adam rode home a few hours later to get a piece of equipment; when he saw Joe ride off in the distance but not in the direction of Carson City. After questioning Hop Sing he decided to follow Little Joe to see where he was going. Joe rode into the monastery late that day, it was never far away from his home, but this was the first time he had returned to the place of his captivity. Stabling Cochise, he entered the door of the monastery, there he took his gun belt off, it was forbidden to have arms on hallowed ground. He quietly walked through the rooms, until he came to his room, a six by six cell of cold stone. This had been his room for two years. It hadn't changed at all, an old mattress laid on the floor with an Indian blanket thrown across it. He smiled remembering how that blanket didn't keep him warm at night. Shutting the door he traveled throughout the corridors until he came to the room at the end. This was Adam Pierson's room. Opening the door on this room was like opening the door to the world. The room was spacious with faint light shining through the windows, all of Adam's books resting in the bookcases. An oriental carpet lay on the floor next to a desk with a lamp sitting on it. A book lay open on the top. Joe read the inscriptions in the book, the last entry was 1863. So, it had been two years since Adam Pierson had been here. Sitting in the chair Joe pulled the book close so he could read it. Adam opened the door and noticed Joe's guns laying at the entrance. Frowning he crept silently through the rooms until he saw a faint light in the last room. He quickly opened the door with his gun drawn, Joe sat inside at a desk reading a book. "Joe, what are you doing?" Joe smiled and motioned to a comfortable chair in the room. "Adam, why am I not surprised to see you?" Joe turned the page of the book continuing to read. "You said you were going to Carson City?" "I lied." Joe spoke quietly. "Sit down, you must be tired, would you like a drink?" Joe poured a brandy for his big brother, handing him the glass. "I was reading this book, it's very interesting." "Joe...is this where you were held when you were kidnapped?" Adam drank the brandy letting it warm his insides. He really wanted to know about his baby brother's ordeal in captivity. "Oh...yes.' Joe smiled. "I even talk like Adam Pierson sometimes." "So, it was Adam Pierson that took you away from your family. But why? I don't understand why?" Adam leaned down with his elbows on his knees, as if the floor would have a answer. "Tell me Joe." Adam waited until Joe nodded his head in agreement. "Adam, I was so scared at first; there were two men that took me from my family, I thought it was going to be for ransom. Two of the men dragged me inside this monastery and threw me into a stone cell. It was so cold, Adam... I started crying and I couldn't quit, but after one man, Koren, saw me, I tried never to cry again." "What did he do you, Joe." Adam held his breath in fear. "He thrashed me." Joe lowered his head then looked straight into Adam's eyes. "I thought I would die...but then....Adam Pierson came to me, he helped me, he saved my sanity." Joe closed the book. "Adam, none of that matters now. Can't you see that I'm still the same person inside? At least I think I am." Joe drained his glass pouring another brandy. Adam's head came up staring into Joe's green eyes. "No you're not, Joe. Why do you never scar and how do you heal so quickly, how do you always survive fatal injuries?" "You don't want to know, Adam. It will change our relationship forever and I don't think you could help telling Pa and Hoss. Sometimes I feel the same old Joe but you're right, I am different. Life might have been so wonderful, but I can't change it." Joe set the glass down gently, when a strange look settled on his face. "Someone's here, be quiet." Joe left the room shutting the door behind him. Adam could hear murmured words then heavy footsteps following Joe along the stone corridor. The door opened again, and Joe entered the room with a priest and another man. "Adam, this is Father Darius. He's going to be spending the night, I have given him Adam Pierson's room." Joe turned to Darius, "We'll be in the kitchen cooking some dinner, I'll let you know when it's ready. Father, will your friend be staying with you?" "Yes, my son, he's very tired. Joe may I speak you to alone a minute?" Joe followed the priest and the man from the room; leaving Adam to find the kitchen alone to rummage through the cupboards looking for food. He was surprised to find it well equipped with food and dishes. Adam had potato soup on the stove by the time Joe returned. Joe opened some bags making a quick batch of cornbread which he placed in the oven. The two brothers worked quietly together both lost in thoughts. As if shaking off a great weight Joe turned to Adam. "Looks good." Setting the table he placed four bowls on the table. "You will like Father Darius, Adam. He's traveled extensively in his life, he's very knowledgeable." "Did you know him from before, Joe?" "No, but I know all about him from my friend Adam Pierson." "What about his friend?" "I don't know him...but I wouldn't ask too many questions, Father says he's very touchy." Finishing dinner preparation they called their guests to the table. Adam indeed liked Father Darius, the man had an abundant of knowledge about Europe. Adam longed to travel and listening to the man he couldn't help but marvel at the man's knowledge. It was as if he knew every country in the world. The other guest to Adam was an enigma. He didn't want to speak and barely grunted thank you for the meal. A strange pair of men to be together. Adam, kept sneaking looks at Little Joe, but Joe was only talking to one man, ignoring the other. As Adam listened he was amazed at the knowledge of his little brother, as Darius switched to Spanish Joe never missed a beat responding to him. Adam knew Spanish, but he had never heard Joe speak it so eloquently. "I want more cornbread!" The man burped and rubbed his belly. "Get me more cornbread." Joe made a face but stood up quickly to fetch the food as Darius gave the man a hard look. Dinner finished they parted company; the man going to his room to sleep. "I'm glad he's gone...Darius why do you travel with that man?" "Joe, you know, it can't be helped sometimes. Excuse me I'm exhausted, I need an early night." Darius bowed to his friends leaving them together. "Adam, choose a room but bolt your door tonight. I don't trust that man." Joe wanted to hug his brother but he could feel the distance between them. "I'll see you in the morning." Joe turned but then almost against his will he pulled his brother into an embrace. "Adam, if something should happen to me, you'll tell Pa and Hoss I loved them, right?" "Joe, tell me what is going on, I know I can help you, buddy." Adam tried to look into his brother's eyes but Joe turned away to hide his face. "Joe!" but Joe strode away without turning around. Adam lay in deep thought wondering if he would ever be able to tell his father about the things he'd seen. A deep clanging noise brought him wide awake, he rose from bed opening his door to listen, deciding the noise was outside. Putting on his gun belt he hurried outside but the noise was further away than he thought. He ran to the gates of the monastery and passed through them to a deep wooded area, the noise had intensified. Adam had no idea what he would see but never in his lifetime would he ever forget. Joe and the man fought with large broadswords, they hacked at each other, not a duel in the normal sense, but this was and all out attack to kill each other. Time after time each man would get the upper hand, then his opponent stabbed Joe in the arm bringing a scream to his lips, but Joe still fought on, as if one wound didn't matter to the outcome of the fight. Back and forth they maneuvered trying all the attack tactics they knew but Joe was the victor in the end, bringing the man to death in one fatal stroke. Adam backed away the terror running his through his veins. He couldn't comprehend the horror of the battle, but then lightening lit the sky and the air crackled with electricity, illuminating the deep woods with a glowing light. Joe raised his arms and screamed when the lightening hit him, running into his body and sword, then it stopped as suddenly as it began and Joe collapsed to the ground. "Joe!"Adam swayed where he stood afraid to go near his brother. For the first time in his life he was afraid of his little brother. "Adam." Joe whispered as he stared into his brother's wide eyes. He knew now there was no turning back, Adam knew his dark secret. "Go away, I'll see you in the morning." Joe pulled himself to his feet hanging onto his sword, unsteady but not yielding. "Go." "Don't be ridiculous, Joe." Adam rushed to Joe's side helping him to his feet. "I don't understand anything that is going on. You have to tell me, no more lying." Joe tears ran down his face, he had been so afraid to tell his brother, but Adam stood there to back him up. "Adam, it's all right now, please go back to bed, I'll see you in the morning." Adam hesitated, but he finally let his brother go when Joe was steady on his feet. Sighing, he turned away to walk back to the monastery, feeling he was deserting his little brother. Laying down on his pallet, his mind numb with dread, he fell into a light sleep, interspersed with crazy dreams. The next morning, the day was bright and beautiful, Adam could smell breakfast cooking in the kitchen. He wondered if he had a nightmare last night. He cautiously entered the kitchen to find Joe and Darius at breakfast. "Join us, Adam."Darius waved to an empty plate on the table. "You must be hungry." Sitting at his place he poured himself a cup of dark rich coffee. "I...I had a strange dream last night, Joe." He sipped the dark brew hoping his brother would agree with him. "It was no nightmare Adam, it was real. I've been trying to come up with a logical explanation for last night, but there isn't one." Joe fixed his eyes on Adam hoping to convey his love...but Adam refused to look at him. " I see...." Adam paused, and then said. "Tell me." "I am immortal Adam, I can't die. At least not in the usual sense." Joe let the words sink into his brother's mind. "Look, Adam, it's all very complicated, but that is the gist of it. I found out when I was kidnapped by Adam Pierson, the reason he took me was because he wanted to help me, to teach me, to survive until the game ends." "Game? What game?" 'The game of the immortals. We kill each other for sport...we kill each other for power....the man last night; I took his power at his death, his knowledge resides in me, his soul his mine." Adam couldn't speak but stared at the men at the table. It was hideous, a wicked thing. "At the end, the last man standing, receives all the power of every immortal that ever lived. That man could rule the world.There can be only one, Adam." "And you want to be it?" "I don't want to die." Joe said simply. "But...I don't want to kill either, so I try to stay away from my kind, it's not a sport for me." Joe waited but he could see that Adam was having a hard time concentrating on his words. "Look, you remember Gerald Eskith? You thought you had killed him in the mine, but he would have returned to kill you, Adam. I did what needed to be done that night." "The lightening in the clear dark night...I barely remember thinking how strange that was...it was you and Gerald fighting to the death." Adam remembered Eskith and Joe fighting in the room with Marie's swords, dueling in play, at least he assumed it was play. "I thought you liked Eskith, Joe?"" "I did. But...I knew he would return for you Adam. I love you, I couldn't or wouldn't let him hurt you. We do have a few rules, not to hurt mortals, you have such limited time on earth it's not fair for immortals to kill you." "But...why are you immortal?"Adam was trying to understand but he felt lost. "I don't know exactly. Adam Pierson told me and" Joe pointed to Darius. "the Father says that I'm a new breed of immortal, they don't know why. There are very few like me, I'm born of woman. Most immortals are found alone as babies then adopted as mortals until their death...but Marie was my Mother and Pa is my father. To tell you the truth it's worrying the immortals as well, soon they will have a price on my head to be rid of us strange creatures." Joe laughed softly, "So you see you might outlive me after all." Adam turned to Joe's friend and the question slipped out, "how old are you Father Darius?" Darius smiled with a look of understanding; as if explaining to a child. "I walked the Earth with Caesar, Adam. I knew the great philosopher's and poets of the ages, I've seen more battles on Earth than can be imagined. I've lived and died hundreds of times, always to be reborn again. My son it is hard not to question but you must leave it alone for Joe's sake as well as your own. Now, excuse me." Darius bowed at Adam, placed a hand on Joe's shoulder and squeezed it hard. "Good bye, Adam." Adam and Joe sat in silence, Joe afraid that Adam would ruin his life with his father, Adam not daring to contemplate the life of an immortal. They packed up and headed for home, both in silence both afraid to speak. Joe fell into despair as he knew that if Adam told his father Joe would have to leave his home. He thought about pleading with Adam but...he just couldn't. Why did this have to happen to him? "Joe, Adam!" Ben called as they rode into the yard. "Where do you think you've both been? I want an explanation!" Ben's voice thundered across the yard,and then he noticed the look of utter desolation on his youngest son's face and hurried to Joe's horse. "Pa..." Joe slipped from the horse into his father's arms so grateful to be held by the man he loved above all others. "What's the matter, Joe, are you hurt?" Hugging his son they walked into the house. Adam eyes watered, he knew he would never tell Joe's secret, he would not break the bond of father and son. He knew he must leave to seal his vow, it would be so tempting to tell his father the truth. He made secret plans and told his father at the last minute that he was leaving for Europe...knowing he was breaking his father's heart, but the knowledge was not to be shared with his family. The fewer people that knew about Joe's immortality the better it would be for Joe. On Adam's last night at home... he found the chance to speak to his young brother alone. "Joe, I leave Pa in your care, you must promise me to take care of him while you live." "I promise Adam. Pa will never find out my secret, but I will care for him until his death. I love you, Adam...I wish you could stay, but I know you secretly fear me." Joe's eyes glittered with tears. "It's not that Joe, it's really not that. I've been thinking about your immortality. Joe, there has to be an answer, don't you see? I'm going to Europe to find out about immortals. Why are there people like you, why do you have to kill each other? You just can't accept it!" "But, Adam. They told me it's been this way since the dawn of man, you can't change anything, I have to accept it."Joe tears clogged his throat. He wanted Adam to stay home with the family. "I just can't stay to worry about you being killed by a madman with a sword. In a way, it's easier knowing that you can't die in ordinary circumstances. All of those nights we sat by your bed worrying you would die before morning, never knowing that if you died you would return. Look, Joe, I will come back, maybe I'll have an answer to this question." Joe had turned away from Adam, he couldn't let him leave without his knowledge, but he had pledged Adam Pierson with a vow of silence. "Joe, what's the matter? Tell me!" Adam knew Joe was hiding something from him. "If you know something you have to tell me!"Adam shook Joe shoulders roughly. "Adam Pierson made me promise not to tell, but..." Joe twisted his hat then gave up. "There is a secret society in London, they're called the Watchers. That's what they do, they watch us, they never interfere with our game. That's all I know, Adam didn't tell me much about them." "Joe, that's enough, thank you! I'll find them, don't worry about it."Adam pulled his little brother into his arms, hugging him hard, he would save Joe somehow. " Joe, if you live a long time, I hope that you can keep the Ponderosa the way it is now, a place the Cartwrights would be proud of." "I'll try Adam, I'll try." Joe hugged his brother to him then smiled. "I promise to be the caretaker of the Cartwright family." 2006 "So, Adam is now laid to rest on the Ponderosa, you have kept your promise. You still own some of the Cartwright land." "It's been hard to keep as you can imagine, some had to be sold, but the main house and yard area is still Cartwright." "How did you handle your death, I see your grave marker in the cemetery." "In 1899, before my father's death, I rushed off to join Teddy Roosevelt on his famous ride, but I was killed in battle. So, I had a body sent home in my place which they buried. Then two months later I came home as my grandson, an out of wedlock father then son. Of course, I looked just like Little Joe....I had cut my hair, washed out the gray I kept putting in it over the years, lost the weight I had gained from Hop Sing's cooking, dressed as a seventeen year old and showed up to explain everything to Pa; how I was Joe's grandson. He was very upset with my death, but having me back as his grandson made his life happy. "So, you have a dead body in your place?" "No, it's gone. I'm reserving that spot for me if I'm ever killed. I have left instructions where to be buried. It was all so easy, to be a lost grandson, nephew, etc. for the last hundred or so years." Joe filled Adam Pierson's glass again. "You know after living all these years....my father is still the best man I ever knew. He was compassionate, loving, he taught my brothers and I respect for each other and for all people. I still love him." Joe's eyes misted with tears. "The love I felt for my brothers, Hoss and Adam will always stay with me. My only regret is that I would have gladly traded my life for Hoss. Why? I've asked myself that question a thousand times." "Joe, it's one of the many mysteries that we live by. I have had sixty seven wives and loved each one passionately...I never forgot them." Hugging Little Joe Cartwright he smiled at his friend. Since first meeting Joe at ten years old; he had a soft place in his heart for him. "Did Adam find the Watchers?" "Yes, Adam was a force to deal with in those years. He found them and joined them. He watched immortals until his death, leaving his journal's to the society. But I'm sure you know all about that Methos." "Methos, what do you mean? My name is..." "Methos/Adam Pierson. What's in a name right? Of course it's different for you since you're the oldest immortal in life and a watcher, too!" Joe laughed softly. "Only you would combine both professions. It must make it easier to stay out of the Watcher's reach when you are watching yourself." "Where did you hear about it?" Joe laughed giving Adam's shoulder a shake. "Where else but your best friend Amanda." Joe raised his eyebrow when he saw Adam look away. "Don't worry, I won't tell." "Let's go somewhere I need to feel energized." Adam changed the subject quickly. Next time he saw that little minx Amanda there would be words. "How about going to Las Vegas tomorrow, I love to gamble, my father always said I wanted to be a riverboat gambler." The two men laughed together they would remain friends until the prize called them to fight in the distant future. Finis