Author: Kaci Vows of Silence 3/5 Joe held his breath, and then opened the solid door which would lead to his new yet old life. Ben, Adam and Hoss had just sat down to dinner when they heard the front door open. The men stood up expecting one of the ranch hands with a problem when Little Joe Cartwright, walked toward the table. "Pa?" Joe stood uncertainly waiting for his family's response, twisting his hat in his hands. "JOE!" He felt himself engulfed in the arms of his brothers. Hoss's blue eyes filled with tears while Adam looked at Joe in shock. "Pa?" the boy's voice broke again on the word. Ben had remained still but with the second cry he ran to pull the boy into his arms into a warm embrace, the tears running down his face. Joe had filled out and seemed so much older than the last time he had held him. "We thought you were dead, Joe!" Ben's sobs echoed in the house, with Hoss and Adam's tears mixing together. "You're alive!" Ben sat Joe in a chair and knelt in front of him. "Little Joe, where have you been? I can't believe you're alive son." Joe's tears ran down his face, while his mind was repeating the story to tell his family. "I was kidnapped....the man thought I was his son, he wouldn't let me go." Sobbing he kept the story short. Oh, how he wished he could tell his family the truth! "How did you escape?" Adam interceded. His heart was beating so fast...it was as if a great weight had been taken off his shoulders. The guilt he had been suffering for the last two years finally gave way to relief. "The man died...and I escaped....finally I ran across some travelers and they helped me get home." To Adam the words sounded rehearsed, but why would Joe not tell the truth? "Joe, why did he think you were his son?" Ben asked. His son looked so good, healthy, with a sparkle in his green eyes even if they glittered with tears. Ben looked down, Joe had caught his hand and was pressing it tightly to his heart. "Well, I looked like him I guess... he was insane, Pa. But....I'm so happy I'm home." Joe broke into tears of happiness as his family gathered around him. Joe fielded all the questions concerning the man, no he wasn't sure where the ranch was, no he didn't meet any other people at the ranch, they were all alone. He kept to his mentor's advice and never deviated from his main story. The next few days were spent celebrating his return to their home. Joe tried to act the same as before and for the main part succeeded. Only once in a while displaying uncharacteristic behavior. The family just put this down to his captivity. Things settled down in Joe's life...except for Adam. Adam was always staring at him, asking him questions, not accepting his stories as easily as Hoss and his father. He wished Adam would just leave him alone. They started fighting more often, arguing over Joe's work and his frivolous behavior, Joe tried his best to keep Adam at bay, but sometimes he wondered if he was succeeding. "Pa...Joe is different...I know you and Hoss think he's the same, but he's not."Adam felt like Joe's story just didn't ring true. Yes, he had been kidnapped but why couldn't he remember the details of his captivity? Sighing, Ben looked at his eldest son, "Adam, we have no idea what Joe was put through, you know that...I'm just thankful he's home." Ben had doubts about Joe himself, but his happiness at having his son alive, was all that mattered. "Fine...but have you noticed that he's absolutely without fear of any consequence? Before he left he I could control him, but now he delights in bad behavior. You haven't talked to Mitch or Seth lately. He's turning into a little daredevil, nothing is too difficult for him to try. He's riding his horse a fast as he can...jumping ditches, over hedges, I even caught Joe down on D street drinking in the saloon." "What? I can't believe that Joe would act so irresponsibly. I will have a talk with him as soon as he gets home today. Look Adam, I know he's acting up but I will put a stop to his bad behavior, we have to remember what he's been through." "Pa, Joe's using that against us. We try to correct him and we get the puppy dog eyes then we feel sorry for him. He's playing us, Pa." Adam's fists were tight as he waited for his father's answer. "He's just testing his wings, it has to be extremely difficult to re-enter the family." Ben could tell he wasn't getting through to his son, "Look, just let me handle it." Clapping Adam on the back, he walked away. Adam whispered to himself, "Oh...and what about his precision with a gun...how did he learn to be such a fast draw? What did that man teach him?" ~~~~ Hoss and Joe were playing around with swords when Adam arrived home. Adam dismounted from his horse, completely disgusted with the behavior of both of his brothers. "Why aren't you doing what I told you to?" "Oh, big brother, what is that?" Joe retorted back to him. "You're supposed to be out checking the north pasture fence. Joe, fetch your horse and get out there right now."Grabbing the sword from Hoss he asked, "Where did these swords come from, these aren't Marie's."Adam ran his fingers against the sharp blade nicking his finger. "I found them in the attic if it's any business of yours." Joe placed his sword back in the wooden case then held out his hand for the one Adam held. Adam reluctantly handed it to his little brother. Hoss jumped into the fray, "I'm sorry Adam, Joe and I were just playin'. Come on, Joe, let's git it done." Grabbing Joe's arm, he pulled him into the barn. "Why do we always have to do what he says? I'm sick of being told what to do!" Joe's eyes flashed fire, as if they had been banked but were now glowing. "I'm seventeen years old I don't need to be lectured as if I was a child." "Joe, Pa would be mad if we don't get out there, so saddle up." The two brothers rode out but Joe gave Adam a dangerous look, as if willing him to retaliate against him. Just one more time and he would make Adam pay for his high-handedness. Later that night in bed, Joe remembered his mentor's words...."control your temper or you just might reveal your immortality." He had to regain control of his life....he had to remember. Joe rolled over in bed on his stomach trying to shut out his thoughts. ~~~~ Time passed with Joe and Adam staying out of each other's space. Adam would correct Joe, but Joe held his temper most of the time. Joe was a full time ranch hand now, he felt like an adult no matter what his family thought. Joe looked around the saloon that Saturday night, it was filled with trail drovers on a Saturday night binge. Hoss was arm wrestling with an old friend and Adam was sipping his whiskey with his hat pulled half way over his eyes sitting at a table. Ben was talking with Sheriff Roy Coffee and discussing the Paiute crisis but still keeping an eye on his youngest son. As for Joe, he was flirting with the saloon girl, Glory. Joe had met her during the dust up with the Paiutes and Mark Burdette, but the trouble had passed and everything had worked out. Joe thought Glory had the prettiest green eyes and was contemplating kissing her when he stiffened and turned toward the saloon door. A very young, thin man stood at the door, watching all the pleasurable activities. Smiling, he opened the doors striding to the bar. "Barkeep, a whiskey please." The man had an accent that sounded unusual, but since half the world had settled in Virginia City, it wasn't strange to hear many languages. The man raised his glass to Joe and Glory, "Nice place, your home away from home?" Joe laughed then shook his head, "Mi casa es su casa." They broke into laughter then turned back to Glory, the three sat down at a back table watching the evening pass. About an hour later, Glory excused herself to powder her nose, leaving Joe and the man alone. Adam had been watching them for awhile but his interest picked up as he saw Joe and the stranger huddle together deep in conversation. He wanted to get closer to listen but they would have spotted him so he decided to be introduced. "Hi Joe, who's your friend?" Adam crossed his arms waiting for an answer. "Hi, Adam." Joe hesitated... but the man spoke up. "A new acquaintance," he raised his glass of beer toward Adam," To new friends." "I'm Adam Cartwright, Little Joe's brother and you are?" "I'm Doctor Adam Pierson. Nice to meet you," he gave Adam's hand a limpid handshake. "Are you new in town Doctor? Are you a friend of Doctor Martins?" "I haven't had the pleasure yet." Standing he threw a few coins onto the table then turned to Joe. "See ya around, Joe," with a grin he walked slowly away. "Thanks, Adam, we were having a good time until you butted in." Joe tossed more coins on the table and walked to the bar, where Glory had returned. "Hey Glory, how about a moonlight serenade." Taking her arm they left the saloon together strolling down the street. "Joe, you are so sweet, but won't your father mind you out here with me?" Glory ran her fingers through Joe's hair. "Your bruises have already cleared up," she kissed his cheek gently. "I was so worried about you after that fight in front of the saloon with Thorne." "I'm fine." Joe brushed aside her concern. "Pa knows that I wouldn't take advantage of a pretty girl like you, sweetheart." Joe nuzzled her neck, and then whispered in her ear. "I have to meet someone honey, I'll see you tomorrow, okay?" One last long kiss then they parted. Ben nodded to Adam to follow his little brother outside. Adam watched Joe stop Glory several times to kiss, but at the end of the street, he parted from Glory walking quickly to the stable. A few minutes later, Joe left on Cochise riding south of town. Adam hurriedly saddled Sport trying to keep just far enough behind so Joe wouldn't' see him. Joe slowed his horse then riding under a huge oak tree; he dismounted. "Adam?" Doctor Pierson came from behind the tree; he grabbed Joe into his arms hugging him hard. "Look at you, little one, all in one piece." Sitting down Joe leaned into his friend's side. "You were right, I almost lost my temper with my brother, Adam. He suspects something but hasn't been able to put the pieces together. I thought I was going to have to leave the ranch." "You can always return to the monastery but you have to watch out for the other's. They're evil Joe, not Jonah, but the other two. Never trust them. Koren would kill if you he could. He's good Joe...to good for you to fight." Adam dismounted slipping behind a few bushes. Listening closely he realized that Joe and the good doctor were old friends. "I wish I could go back sometimes but I can't leave my family I love them too much. My father's life is his children, Hoss loves me, he has taken care of me for so long..." "And Adam?" "I'm not sure...he's a brother, a substitute father...a friend," Joe laughed, "and sometimes a know it all tyrant." Joe dipped his head then grinned at Adam, "I'm very good you know. I thought I would be to afraid to fight but the man pushed me past the point of retreat." "Really...."Adam smiled into Joe's eyes,"so you've met someone recently." "Yes...I was scared but I remembered everything you taught me..." Joe couldn't help the note of pride in his voice, "I won." "I assumed so, my young friend...bravo." Putting his arm around Joe in a neck lock he ruffled Joe's hair. "I'm proud of you." "Thank you, sir." Adam didn't understand the conversation but he thought Joe was talking about shooting someone; probably in the fight with Burdette and Thorne. He knew that Adam Pierson was trouble, if only he could find out who he was, why he had contacted Joe. He listened for a while but they never alluded to any other secrets so finally he gave up, mounting Sport to ride home. He didn't think he should talk to his father yet, his father would always see Joe as his baby. Adam decided to take Hoss into his confidence instead. Some time passed but Hoss refused to listen to any 'dumb' comments about his little brother, he didn't understand Adam's refusal to accept Joe just the way he was. So Adam alone determined to find out the answers.