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      Neva Crandall (neva.crandall@CSUS.EDU)
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         information and disclaimers in part one   =20
      Title: Dreams? 11/11
      
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      The room was cluttered with boxes and other packing gear.   Almost =
      everything was ready to go.  Cassandra and Giles had managed to find a =
      large, two-storied, and  unoccupied house that suited all of Cass's =
      requirements. It's previous residents, some ten years back, had been =
      Druids, and the house qualified as holy ground.  The house had been =
      built to be a meeting-house.  The kitchen and all of the other regular =
      rooms were on the second floor, while the first floor was open except =
      for heavy wooden support pillars.   Cass wished the ceiling was a bit =
      higher, but the resulting room was spacious enough for both magic and =
      sword practice.   It was also close to one of the many graveyards Buffy =
      had to patrol and to the college, making it convenient for the Scooby =
      gang to operate out of.=20
      
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      <I'm actually going to miss the Mansion! It's gloomy, I know, but it's =
      special . . . at least to me. >  After all, this was the place were some =
      of the most important events of her life had taken place.  She'd brought =
      Angel back from Hell in this room . . . their growing friendship had =
      been hidden here.  She'd become Immortal here.  This last event was what =
      the slender witch's thoughts centered on.  It was a lot to take in.  =
      After the initial shock, Buffy, Giles, and Xander seemed to treat her =
      the same as they had before.  She looked the same and acted the same as =
      before.  Or maybe it was just that they had gotten used to her changing =
      on them. =20
      
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      Willow no longer had the urge to have hysterics, but she couldn't just =
      ignore dying, however temporary the death was, as insignificant.  She =
      and Angel hadn't talked about it, kissing was considerably more fun, but =
      the fact the Willow wasn't an ordinary girl, or even an ordinary witch, =
      anymore was certainly on the vampire's mind.  Every time he looked at =
      the spot where she had died his eyes would darken then nearly go gold.   =
      He hadn't told her how he felt about the Immortality thing. Willow =
      thought that he liked it, but she couldn't be sure.
      
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      <I'm going to live forever.  Well not forever, but way longer than =
      normal. > It made Willow's heart ache, but she knew that she wouldn't be =
      able to stay in Sunnydale for much longer.  Cassandra would have left =
      right away, but both of them knew that Willow's friends would need more =
      time to get used to her leaving.  So the beginning training would be =
      done here.  The only person who openly discussed the change was =
      Cassandra, in her role as teacher.  The dark-haired Immortal had firmly =
      gone over the rules that came with being Immortal.  No fighting on Holy =
      ground, which was why they were packing to move.   Combat is one on one, =
      and you never interfere with another person's fight.  =20
      
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      So far, getting used to taking the sword everywhere was the hard part.  =
      Willow still hadn't figured out how Cass made her sword just disappear =
      into whatever she was wearing.
      
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      Movement behind her brought her out of her reverie.  She realized that =
      she'd been standing, unmoving, by a stack of boxes - tape still in her =
      hand - for several minutes. =20
      
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      "You all right, little one?" The voice was just the one she wanted to =
      hear -- Angel.  Willow looked up to find his dark eyes watching her.
      
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      "I'm fine.  Just thinking."  She smiled, and he returned to happy =
      expression.  He pulled her closer.  The kiss was a wonderful as the =
      others . . . dizzying and completely overwhelming.  For that matter the =
      kiss was a little too good.  Willow wanted to talk to Angel, and he was =
      thoroughly distracting her.  <Think Willow. Not melt -- think! >  "Um, =
      Angel, could we talk?"
      
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      The handsome vampire tensed instantly and nodded reluctantly.  Willow =
      pulled him over to the fireplace, then sat down; she pulled on his arm =
      until he sat down next to her.   Unknown to Willow, Angel was terrified. =
       He had been for days.  Willow returned his kisses enthusiastically, and =
      the smiles she'd sent his way were glowing.  To him it was like standing =
      in the bright sunlight he was forbidden.  But he wasn't sure where he =
      stood with her -- what their relationship was now that she was Immortal. =
       He knew without any doubt that Willow considered him a friend, but she =
      had never said 'I love you'.  The dark-haired vampire wanted those words =
      more than anything else, even though he was sure that he didn't deserve =
      them.  Angel was far from sure that Willow wanted to spend multiple =
      decades with him . . . the decades were now available, but he wasn't =
      sure that she wanted him there as any thing more than a friend.  Her =
      tentative tone of voice frightened him.  <What do I do if she says she =
      just wants to be friends?  Or even friends and lovers?  I love her . . . =
      but what if she doesn't want that love? How will I survive? >  But she =
      didn't say the words he feared.
      
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      "Are you okay with this whole Immortal thing?  I mean, I was thinking, =
      maybe you don't want to have me around that long, and you just said what =
      you said 'cause you were upset, and you don't really want me to love you =
      - though I do, and you just want me around in a friend kind of way, and  =
      . . ." Willow would have continued babbling but Angel gently laid a =
      finger on her lips, silencing the blushing redhead.  The vampire was =
      smiling and fighting an urge to dance madly around the room. =20
      
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      "I meant it when I told you I love you.  I do love you.  And if you =
      think you can stand having me around, oh, for a few centuries . . . I =
      don't want to leave . . . EVER.  Right next to you is where I want to =
      be."  The steady forcefulness of his voice made Willow's face glow and =
      her heart pound.  Angel pulled her onto his lap, cuddling her in his =
      arms.  "You love me?"  His voice was just a little plaintive, all the =
      steadiness gone.  He needed the reassurance that his feelings were =
      returned.=20
      
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      Willow smiled.  Touching his face gently, "I love you with all my heart, =
      and I most certainly want you around.  For a really long time."  She =
      laced her fingers in his hair and pulled him to her, trying to pour =
      every bit of love she felt into the embrace.  It seemed to work, because =
      she could feel his love returning to her.  <I think this Immortality =
      thing is going to work just fine. >  And with Angel beside her, it =
      would.
      
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      THE END
      
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      Thank you for reading my story. Please tell me what you thought of it.
      
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