Going Home Again - part 7 of 7 For disclaimers and warnings, see part 1. ***************************************** "You did what?" John stared at his friend in total shock. "I showed Jackson how I can come back from the dead," Richie said, keeping his eyes on his mug of coffee. "Unfortunately, O'Neill crashed the party, and saw it too." "Why did you do it? We were all willing to keep your secret." "Because I couldn't let you suffer because of me." "Rich... You didn't have to do that." "Yes, I did. Hopefully, you'll be able to go home now, if you want." "But you won't be able to," John pointed out. "I couldn't do that before I told them," Richie replied. "So, I'm in no worse of a position than I was before." "Well, if you aren't going home, then I'm not going home, either," John insisted. "John, are you crazy? You've spent the last four years, trying to find a way home. Now you can do that - don't throw it away because of me. I'll be all right." Richie looked up at John. "And remember, sooner or later, I'll be alone out here. I can live forever, and you can't. Don't waste your life on some misguided sense of duty." John sighed. "This wasn't the way it was supposed to be." "I know." Richie took another sip of his coffee. "This could all be a moot discussion. I don't really know for sure what O'Neill will do. He might promise to drop this whole idea of arresting us, then when we do go home, ignore that promise." "They won't be able to do that!" John said. "We have rights." "And if they wanted to, they could just ignore those rights. Call it a threat to national security. We could end up locked up in some cell deep in Cheyenne Mountain, without even having a trial." "My dad wouldn't let that happen," John insisted. He didn't want to believe that the military or the government would do such a thing, but deep inside, he couldn't help but wonder if they would. "I don't want to be a pessimist, but they could just toss him in with us," Richie pointed out. John found himself staring at his friend again. "Are you trying to tell me that we could be in even deeper trouble because they know about you?" "I don't know, John. I hope I'm wrong." "What are you wrong about now, Ryan?" Jack Crichton asked as he entered the center chamber. "Besides your decision to ruin my son's life?" "Back off, Dad!" John retorted, rising to his feet. "You don't know you're talking about!" "Only because no one will tell me what's going on?" Jack sounded totally frustrated about the whole thing. "Tell him," Richie said, calmly. Once again, John found himself staring at his friend. "What?" "Tell him. He's in this, too. He'd better know what we're up against." John sank back down onto his chair, hating the defeated tone of Richie's voice. Finally, he signaled for his father to sit down, too, then filled him in. It required a demonstration of immortal healing powers before Jack Crichton would believe the story, but he finally had to accept it. "It's so hard to believe, but it explains so much," Jack said when John was done. "Such as?" John asked. "Like why MacLeod was so willing to spend a lot of money backing our attempt at recreating your trip. He knew that even if the rest of the Collaroy crew had died, Ryan could be saved And why he went to the morgue looking for Ryan's body." He thought about it for a moment. "I suppose it also explains the discrepancies in MacLeod's background check. I had to pull a lot of strings to get him admitted to the Stargate project." "Why would you say that? Just because MacLeod knows about me, doesn't make him like me," Richie replied, keeping his attention on his coffee. "I don't think so," Jack said. "Back on the planet, you told John that there was someone else like you around. That means MacLeod is also an Immortal, right?" Richie sighed and closed his eyes for a moment. "I suppose you might as well know it all. Mac is over four hundred years old." He glared at the older Crichton. "That's just between us - you can't tell anyone else!" Jack's mouth had gaped open when Ryan told him MacLeod's age, but he snapped it shut. "I understand. Knowing that, I find myself wanting to have a long chat with MacLeod about historical events, but I can see where the military might think the two of you should be studied." "The word that comes to my mind is experimented on," Richie retorted. "So, what are we going to do?" Jack asked. "There's got to be some way to clear this up without jeopardizing Ryan and MacLeod." "I already did something," Richie said. "I figured Jackson might be more open to helping me since he's the only non-military person on the SG-1 crew, but O'Neill followed us, and he knows everything." "So, John is off the hook?" Jack looked pleased at the idea. "Probably, but Richie isn't. He still can't go back home," John pointed out. "But you're not going to let that stop you from doing it!" Richie stated firmly. "That's the whole reason I told them my secret. End of discussion," he added as he stood up. Jack moved to block his way. "Rich, I said some pretty nasty things to you last night, and I shouldn't have. I was wrong when I sad you weren't an honorable man. I'm sorry." "Thanks." Richie gave him a small smile before leaving the room. ***** "I'm telling you, Sam, he was dead. And then he healed right before my eyes!" Daniel said. "Daniel, people don't come back to life after they're dead," Carter stated firmly. "You must have been mistaken." "Indeed," Teal'c intoned. "Sam, he had a sword through his abdomen. The man was dead. And now he doesn't even have a wound. Jack saw it, too." "It looked pretty real to me," O'Neill added, somewhat unhappily. "And it explains how Ryan was the only crew member to survive," Daniel continued. "He just came back to life." Carter turned to the Colonel. "So, what do we do now, sir?" "Well, unless anyone else has any objections, we just forget this whole immortality thing, and the Collaroy, and get back to our original objective - figure out if we can stop this Scorpius person, and see if we can find any technology to help us stop the Goa'uld." "You aren't going to tell General Hammond?" Carter asked. "Nooo... I think this comes under 'need to know'. Can anyone think of a reason the General needs to know?" "What about the offer to let Ryan and Crichton join the SGC?" Carter asked. "Shouldn't the General know then?" "Okay, so he'll need to know if they do join. If that happens, I'll let Daniel tell him." "Me? Why me?" Daniel protested. ****** Richie stared out at the stars, wondering if this would be the last time he would see such a sight. He had a tough decision to make, and he was having a hard time with it. "Rich? You wanted to see all of us?" John's voice interrupted his thoughts. He turned to face the others who had just joined him in the control room. Hopefully, they'd be able to help him. He looked at his mentor, and took a deep breath before starting. "Mac, I've told everyone what I am." He held up a hand when the Scot started to speak. "I had to do it for John. And I told Jack, too. I didn't tell him about you, but he guessed it anyway. It's over and done with, so don't bother yelling at me." "Rich, you know this means you can't go back home, ever," Duncan said, sadly. "I understand why you felt you had to do it, but you've only made things worse for yourself." "I don't know if I have. O'Neill promised that he wouldn't mention it to anyone else. He says I can go home if I want, or join the SGC. It's up to me." "That's great, Rich!" John burst out, smiling broadly. "But can I trust him? I don't know whether he's lying through his teeth to get me back through the gate so he can have them haul me away, or whether he's being truthful." He looked at the other man in the room. "Jack, you and Mac have spent more time with O'Neill, what do you think? Can I trust him?" Jack thought about it for a long time. "I think you can. While your... immortality is something unusual, I'm sure they've seen even stranger things in their travels to other worlds. Plus, you'd be a major asset to their team if you join up with them." "Mac? You've had a lot of experience at judging people. What do you think?" Duncan sighed. "It's a risk, Richie, but O'Neill doesn't strike me as someone who'd go back on his word. I don't have to tell you what could happen to you if he does." "I know. That's why it's so hard to make the decision. There's so much at stake, and not just for me." Jack moved to stand in front of Richie. "I promise you that if the military does try to do something, I will do everything in my power to stop them. I know a lot of people in high places." Richie smiled at him. "Thanks." He sighed, then said, "I guess it's worth the risk. I want to go home, Mac, but first John and I have to stop Scorpius." "You're still planning on doing that, Son?" Jack asked, turning to face John. "Yes, Dad. It's something we have to do." "Would you like some company, while you do it?" John closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them. They glistened with unshed tears. "I'd love to have you come along, Dad, but you can't. If Scorpius ever got his hands on you, I would do anything to get you back. And that could be deadly for the rest of my friends. I need to know that you're at home, safe and sound, and waiting for me to return." Jack reached out and pulled his son into a strong hug. "I understand, son," he choked out, "but it won't be easy saying good-bye again." Richie felt a strong hand rest on his shoulder, and turned toward it. "What about me, Rich? Can you use another friend on this trip?" Duncan asked. "I'd like nothing better." Richie tried to smile, but it was hard to do when he felt more like crying. Never in a million years would he have thought Duncan MacLeod would offer to come along. "But it's up to you," he barely managed to add. "Someone needs to keep you out of trouble," Duncan said lightly, but he didn't fool Richie. Especially when the Scot wrapped his arms around Richie and hugged him tightly. "Well, it looks like we have another crewmember," John said, one of his father's arms still wrapped around his shoulders. "Do you mind?" Richie asked. "Nope." John smiled at his friend. ***** John looked around the center chamber. It was much fuller than usual, with all of Moya's crew, Duncan and his father, and the SG-1 team in it. "It's going to take a while for the military to decide whether they want to help us. Until then, we can stay here. If you want, you can go down to the planet, and meet other humans." Daniel stood up with a nudge from O'Neill. "You're also invited to go through the Stargate and see what Earth is like. You won't be able to go off base, but you are welcome." Over the excited talking of the rest of Moya's crew, John whispered into Aeryn's ear, "Will you come with me? Will you let me show you my home?" She smiled at him, then nodded. He had no idea what the future had in store for them, but for now he would just take it one day at a time. The end.