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      Neva Crandall (neva.crandall@CSUS.EDU)
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      Title: Dreams? 4/12
      
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      During the quiet trip to her hotel, Cassandra tried to think of a way to =
      separate Willow from her friends (and the Hellmouth) for the child's =
      training.  The Immortal didn't want to be constantly interrupted by =
      demons or other assorted nasties throughout training.  Worrying about =
      getting challenged by another Immortal, with Willow there and =
      vulnerable, was bad enough.  =20
      
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      By the time she got to her hotel room, she had reviewed every detail of =
      the conversation that had taken place at the Mansion -- every expression =
      and gesture.  She realized that leaving town simply wouldn't work. It =
      looked like moving into the area for a couple of years was the only =
      choice she had.  <Living on a Hellmouth is not my idea of fun! >   She =
      knew that any attempt to take Willow to Europe for training was =
      hopeless.  If she even suggested the idea, the child's friends and =
      protectors would protest.  The dark-haired vampire would probably be =
      violent about his objections.  Cassandra had a suspicion that, even if =
      she somehow talked Willow into leaving, Angel would track them down.
      
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      Despite her vehement objections to the Hellmouth, she agreed with the =
      Goddess' decision to send her here.  The slender girl was lucky to not =
      have already met her first death; she desperately needed to be trained.  =
      Cassandra considered various ways to conceal Willow's status as a =
      pre-Immortal from her friends. <She's weak from the dreams and all that =
      time under the binding spell.  I'll suggest martial arts training to get =
      her strength back. >  With a wicked little grin she decided to make that =
      vampire help train the child.  Cassandra was willing to bet that he =
      would hover over Willow to keep her safe.   As far as Cassandra was =
      concerned, his constant presence might as well be useful.  <And if he =
      does that part of the training, they're less likely to guess I'm not =
      here just to train her in magic. If Willow is going to survive the Game =
      she'll need more than magic. > Cassandra thought about the protective =
      way the vampire looked at Willow.  <I wonder if she knows he's in love =
      with her. >=20
      
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      Cassandra dropped her bags on the floor , sat gracefully down in the =
      chair nearest the phone, and then dialed from memory.=20
      
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      "Joe?"
      
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      "Cassandra. What do you need?"  He asked in a surprised voice.  Joe had =
      called her a few times to pass on possible leads, but she hadn't called =
      him since that first unexpected request for help.  It was the first time =
      he had ever heard of a link that pulled a mentor to a student who hadn't =
      had their first death yet.  Joe was anxious to hear how the story turned =
      out.  "How did that last lead turn out? Anything?"
      
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      "You led me right to her.  She's alive and still pre-Immortal."
      
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      "Good, I was afraid she had died, and we'd never find out why you lost =
      contact with her."
      
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      Cassandra quickly described Willow, and told Joe about the unusual town =
      the young woman was living in. <I'm not sure, but I think he's going to =
      pass out.  I can almost see his jaw hanging open. > She knew that much =
      of what she was telling him was outside of his experience.  She even =
      told him about her flashback. If it hadn't been for his knowledge of =
      Cassandra's own witchcraft and for what he'd seen of Duncan's experience =
      with a demon, she wouldn't have expected him to believe most of what she =
      was saying.  Finally, she finished speaking and listened to the silence =
      on the other end to the line.
      
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      Joe's mind was reeling.  As a Watcher, he knew there was more to the =
      world than the average person knew, but this was beyond even his =
      experience.  For several moments he tried to think of something to say.  =
      The only coherent question he could came up with was, "You told them =
      you're an Immortal?"=20
      
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      "Yes, I didn't have much choice. Her dreams made it necessary for me to =
      explain what I am.  Living on the Hellmouth they're accustomed to the =
      unusual, and they won't go blabbing to the tabloids.  However, they are =
      used to the unusual being a threat." Cassandra's voice was calm. =20
      
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      Joe asked, more calmly, "Why did you tell me all this?  You could have =
      just told me that you found her."
      
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      "I'm not going to be able to get her to move away for training.  Her =
      friends, especially the vampire, are very protective.  They don't trust =
      me yet.  I need you to bring some of the things I left in Europe to =
      Sunnydale.  I don't want to trust anyone else with some of the items or =
      their location."
      
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      Joe agreed quickly, noting down the things she wanted.  She told him =
      that a normal moving company would handle the rest of the things she =
      needed. His curiosity was in full gear;  the Watcher wanted to meet the =
      unusual people Cassandra had described.  He was also rather pleased to =
      have the Immortal's unexpected trust.=20
      
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      Giles arrived promptly at nine the next morning.  Cassandra met him in =
      the lobby;    she decided to question the man while they drove. She =
      wanted to know more about the other people she'd encountered at the =
      Mansion.=20
      
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      "That was Buffy, the Slayer, and Xander, a long time friend of Willow's" =
      Giles was consumed by his own curiosity, but he felt slightly =
      uncomfortable around Cassandra.  Partially it was because he wasn't yet =
      sure if he could trust her, but he also couldn't figure out what to ask =
      her first.  So he was rather glad that she was asking questions instead. =
       There was also something very reserved and regal about her, something =
      that made him feel it was inappropriate to question her.
      
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      "The Slayer? I've heard that term before, but I've never met someone who =
      was willing to explain it." Cassandra asked with genuine interest.  Her =
      student appeared to have been living a very unusual life, with very =
      unusual friends.
      
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      Giles quickly explained the role of the chosen one, giving a brief =
      summary of Buffy's adventures as the Slayer.  He also gave a succinct =
      description of Angel's life.   "He and Willow seem to have become very =
      close friends over the past year.  I don't know why; I wasn't aware of =
      how close they were until Willow became ill."=20
      
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      "So Willow has been helping Buffy since the Slayer arrived here? =
      Magically?"
      
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      "Mostly in research, actually.  Willow isn't a very strong witch, and =
      she knows only rudimentary magic."
      
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      Cassandra seriously doubted that Willow was magically weak, remembering =
      what she had picked up during their shared Quickening.  <But he's =
      unaware of it. >  Discovering that Willow lacked training was no =
      surprise. Discovering what experience Willow actually had would have to =
      wait until they were alone.  Just as Giles built up the courage to ask =
      her a question they arrived at his apartment.   =20
      
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      Willow watched Giles leave with a happy smile on her face.  Despite the =
      fact that she had slept only a short time the night before she felt =
      bouncy and energetic, almost euphoric.  She had a sudden urge to skip =
      around the room.  Both the dreams and the binding spell, which Giles had =
      removed last night, had been tiring for the young witch, and now she was =
      completely free of them.  Furthermore, she now had the teacher she'd =
      been longing for. <No more trying to learn out of a book with incomplete =
      instructions! Yippee! >  Willow bounced happily. =20
      
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      She had frequently complained to Angel, during long discussions on =
      magic, that the spells in the books she had gotten a hold of were only =
      partial.  Not only that, much magic wasn't done with a spell at all, and =
      had to be taught directly.  The only two pieces of major magic she had =
      ever attempted were the restoration of his soul and the traumatic rescue =
      out of Hell.  The second had been successful only through raw luck -- =
      just beginners luck and a friend's determination.  She'd been horribly =
      weak afterwards and had told everyone she had the flu.  Angel had hidden =
      in her basement, undiscovered since her parents were once again out of =
      town.  Buffy had wanted to come over but reminders of contagion had kept =
      her away.=20
      
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      The only other magic she could reliably do was float and propel small =
      objects.  A few times she had managed to do spirit walks and peek at =
      other realities when meditating.  She couldn't always do it. Last night, =
      even through the binding spell, she had been able to see Cassandra's =
      strong aura.  The woman seemed to glow.  <She's very strong, and I can =
      tell she knows a lot. >  =20
      
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      Despite her own excitement and joy, Willow hadn't missed her closest =
      friend's concern.  <How can I convince Angel that we can trust her?  I =
      know her.  She didn't try to lie about being Immortal. > Willow paused =
      to wonder about this new addition to her knowledge of the weird and =
      unusual.  This was definitely better than another new kind of demon.  =
      <Though those headhunters she talked about don't sound very nice.  I =
      wonder how old she is.  >  Her mind rambled over various topics, from =
      magic, to Angel, back to magic again, and then finally back to =
      Cassandra's past, carried along on the bubbling energy left in the wake =
      of the binding spell.  =20
      
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      The idea of long life wasn't new to Willow, even if it was an 'unlife' =
      in Angel's case.  They had spoken all night once about the strangeness =
      of seeing society and technology change around you.  He described what =
      his time had been like.   His perspective on history fascinated Willow.  =
      < I wonder what things she has seen change. >
      
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      Willow's thoughts strayed away from Cassandra and began to focus on =
      Angel.   He had been so - sweet - when he had gotten worried about her =
      last night.  A warm feeling settled around the redhead as she thought of =
      Angel. He had been the most wonderful friend the past six weeks.  She =
      knew she wouldn't have kept her sanity without his help.   That had been =
      one benefit of the binding spell; it had gotten Angel to return from LA. =
       <I missed him so much; email isn't the same. > =20
      
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      Her thoughts drifted away from his mind and she stared thinking about =
      his dark eyes and occasional smiles. <He's gorgeous.  What would it be =
      like to kiss him? >  The warm feeling suddenly increased to a tingle =
      that sent a shiver down her back.  Blushing, Willow suddenly realized =
      how she was thinking about her best friend. <Bad Willow! Angel is your =
      friend.  He sees you as a friend. > Willow repeated this to herself =
      while she resolutely tried to shake the warm, wobbly feeling she'd =
      gotten at the idea of kissing Angel.  < Dark eyes.  Sexy mouth.  Stop =
      it, Willow! > Fortunately for the redhead's peace of mind, the sound of =
      Giles' car pulling up distracted her from these thoughts, returning her =
      to happy anticipation.   =20
      
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      Willow was nearly incoherent with excitement when Cassandra and Giles =
      came in; finally, she would get beyond fragmented basics in magic.  =
      Then, suddenly, she felt shy as she realized the Goddesses had basically =
      dragged Cassandra to Sunnydale.   < Maybe she doesn't want to teach me? =
      >
      
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      "Is it, do you, I mean do really want to teach me? I mean, I'll =
      understand if you don't want to."  Willow blushed, biting her lower lip. =
       She felt like an incredible opportunity was going to disappear forever, =
      and she had volunteered to let it go.  Her stomach knotted, the euphoria =
      dissolving.  Both she and Giles turned to look at the older witch.=20
      
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      Cassandra smiled at her reassuringly.  <Nice girl.  Thoughtful. > "If =
      you want to learn, then I want to teach you.  If I really didn't want to =
      do this I would have gone home when the pull of our link got cut off."
      
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      Willow bounced a little and her face lit up. " Thank you!" She made a =
      visible effort to calm herself down.  "Um, when do we start?"=20
      
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      "We'll save actual lessons for after I get a house to live in, but if =
      you want to go for a walk we can get started now."  She turned to Giles, =
      "I would prefer it if you would stay here."
      
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      Giles frowned and suspicion returned to his face.   "Why?" His voice was =
      completely flat.
      
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      "Giles!" Willow exclaimed, protesting his overprotective attitude.  =
      Angel's worrying was bad enough; she didn't need Giles doing it too.=20
      
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      <Protective, aren't we. > "Because you'll distract her.   Willow will =
      need to concentrate."  Willow was already putting her coat on Cassandra =
      noted with a bit of amusement.  She managed not to smile.
      
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      He relaxed at Cassandra's logical explanation.  It also helped that =
      Willow, who had contact with Cassandra's mind, seemed to trust the woman =
      completely.  Her belief that Cassandra meant her no harm seemed to =
      overwhelm his instinct to distrust.
      
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      As they headed down the street, Willow asked Cassandra, "Where do you =
      want to go?" =20
      
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      "Someplace with space -- outdoors -- and no other people. If that's =
      possible."
      
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      Willow suggested the graveyard.  It was daytime, and without vampires =
      the graveyard would be fairly unoccupied.
      
       to be continued . . .
      
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