*** None of us bothered to look out the window. We knew Duncan was "dead." But we were sure he'd come back to life and escape before anyone could get down there. The only question was how hard Jacob would be on Carlos for what looked like a dumb mistake. Carlos said casually, "Guess I'm not much of a swords guy." In a voice that sent a chill through my veins, Jacob said, "I...thought...I... told...you...to...*stop*." Jin gave a slight shake of his head, as if he saw something coming and didn't want to believe it. Carlos dumped the spent casings out of his gun and replied sullenly, "Yeah, well, I stopped." Then everything went haywire. Next thing I knew, Jacob was all over Carlos. Carlos made the mistake of saying, "You're crazy." And then Jacob had his sword at his own throat, daring Carlos to "stop the madness" by killing him. Saying he surely wouldn't do it, because he was too weak--we all were--to face life without him. Carlos didn't touch the sword, but I suspect he was less afraid of life without Jacob than of taking his Quickening. He probably wouldn't have been allowed to, anyway. If that had been some sort of loyalty test, Carlos's passing it didn't do him any good. In the blink of an eye, Jacob whipped the sword around and had it at *Carlos's* throat. And while the rest of us stood frozen in horror, he lopped our friend's head off. The Quickening damn near destroyed what was left of the building. *** Thanks to its being Sunday, we were able to get away before emergency vehicles arrived. But back at our hideout, Jacob's followers were still reeling. Only two days before, he'd given us the worst shock of our lives by killing on holy ground. The worst even of Jin's life--and he was two thousand years old. Now he'd come close to topping it. We'd seen him kill one of his own students in a fit of pique. For the first time, I began to wonder about the half-dozen others who'd wandered off and fallen to unknown foes during my years with him. If he had killed them, he'd had sufficient self-restraint to keep the rest of us in the dark. No more. As if killing Carlos--and doing it in front of us--weren't bad enough, he'd taken the Quickening in a semi-public place in broad daylight. In New York City. The word "crazy" didn't seem too strong. I knew Carlos had acted deliberately to save Duncan MacLeod. But none of my friends seemed to suspect that, even now. So no one would have guessed without some prior knowledge. I wracked my brain, and couldn't recall any sign Jacob had been suspicious before the fact. Besides, if that had been the case, he would have dealt with Carlos sooner. No, he'd meted out death as punishment for what he thought was a simple mistake. But *now*...now he had the Quickening, and knew what Carlos had really done! That would make an already paranoid man even more so. Was he aware *I'd* known? If I'd been willing to help Carlos, maybe we could have rebelled openly and defeated Jacob. But now Carlos was dead. He'd died a hero, even if all he'd accomplished was to keep Duncan alive a few more days. As for me, I broke out in a sweat every time I felt Jacob's eyes on me. *** I had nightmares that night. Oddly enough, they weren't about Carlos. Or the killings in the Sanctuary. Or even about Jacob. In my dreams I was back in 'Nam. Turning away from the wounded, high-tailing it into the jungle to save my own skin and avoid awkward questions. But this time, I heard the men I abandoned cursing me.